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5 common doula myths you may hear

 

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Common Doula Myths

When I tell people I’m a doula I get a lot of responses like oh my gosh you deliver babies, or do you take over the dads job during labor?
I think there are a lot of myths about doulas. Here are a few of the most common myths.

As your Doula my goal is to help couples enjoy their birthing experience by providing educational support as well as physical. I can help you get through any doubts or fears that you or your partner may have, while helping you gain knowledge of the situation and comfort you along your birthing experience. Although Im not on call until 38 weeks I am there for you from the moment you hire me, via phone, e mail, text.

In our prenatal visits I will help educate you with questions you may have and help provide the needed resources for further research or care IE: Chiro, Energy work etc. I am there as apart of your birthing team and will support any decisions you make during your journey. A lot  of people think that doula’s only support unmedicated moms and that is not true. I want to support couples in all birth settings. One of my goals as your doula is to help your partner feel at ease and educated about what is happening.

Here are 5 Common Myths about Doulas:

1 – I am not wanting to go unmedicated, so I wont need a doula.* Something to remember is as a doula I am there to support you no matter what your birth plan may be. If you are wanting a medicated birth there are still many ways that I am able to help you. ie: Positions on the bed that can help with rotation of baby and progression, education on what the next step of labor and birth may be and what to expect once its time to push, Support for the partner so they can feel comfortable with what is happening. I want to be there to support and educate you along the way no matter what birthing choice you have in mind.

2- I have a planned cesarean section. A doula cant help me. * As a fellow cesarean doula I cant stress this myth enough. There is so much as your doula that I can help with. A C-section is a major surgery and a mom and partner may have a lot of questions and may need help after. I am happy to be there before hand as well. Something I have done with c section mommas is make a blend of essential oils to help keep them calm and then also have something refreshing for them to smell while they are in the OR, I have been able to help dads know what is going on on the other side and help keep them calm while they wait for their sweet baby to arrive, I have also taken pictures for clients.

3- I have a midwife so there is no need for a doula. *Midwives are amazing! I have had my own and I don’t know what I would have done without her. However with that said I also don’t know what myself and my husband would have done without my doula(s) either. They were  with me constantly and helped my husband feel comfortable with everything that was going on. Doulas are able to provide constant physical, educational, and emotional support. Most midwives suggest a doula.

4- I wont need a doula. I have my husband. * I love hearing husbands wanting to be involved. Birth can be daunting. As your doula I will never try and take over a dads position. I am there to help dad and be on your team. Birth can often require a lot of physical support. After time it can become tiring for mom as well as her partner. That is where I step in. I can provide breaks for the partner and give ideas of how he/she can help mom cope. As your doula it is my goal to only help during the labor process not replace.

5- Doula’s try and take over . * As your doula it is not my role to make decisions for you. It is actually outside of my scope to do so. I am simply there to help you as you are making decisions to feel educated/comfortable with your decision. As your doula I will not speak to the hospital staff on your behalf or coax you into making decisions. I help educate and help you feel comfortable.  So the decision you are making is the correct one for you and your family.

I am happy to answer any questions that you may have.

mheaton23@gmail.com

801-916-3926   Meagan Heaton

 

Birth of Gabrielle Elaine Robinson

Un-medicated VBAC!

After two weeks of prodromal labor, two false-alarm visits to Labor & Delivery, and

an external cephalic version to turn baby girl head down since she was breech, my birth

time had finally arrived at 36 weeks 5 days. You would think after going into labor on my

own two times before that I would know when it is real labor, but this little girl was a

trickster.

I had my growth scans done with Maternal Fetal Medicine (MFM), due to Type 1

diabetes, and they said she was around 8 lbs 11 oz at 35 weeks. Two different MFM doctors

told me that I should have a repeat c-section especially since my first baby was 8 lbs 13 oz,

and had shoulder dystocia. On top of that baby girl was breech and she would more than

likely be bigger than 8 lbs 13 oz at delivery if I went to 40 weeks around August 28, 2016.

I went in to my OB, Dr. Sean Edmunds, for my 36 week appointment on Friday

August 5, 2016. We had previously talked about doing an induction soon because baby girl

was getting big and chances for successful VBAC went down the bigger she got. He told

me that MFM wouldn’t approve an induction this early because her lungs may not be ready.

I was contracting quite frequently at this appointment and Dr. Edmunds said that he’ll

probably be seeing me this weekend in Labor & Delivery. He sent us down to talk to MFM

and go over our options for induction. The MFM doctor said that we could have an

amniocentesis at 37 weeks to see if baby girl’s lungs were developed enough for an

induction, or just wait until 38 weeks for the induction. We were pretty sure that baby girl

was coming before that so everything he was saying was moot. This MFM doctor told us

that if I were his wife he would want me to have a repeat c-section. I just ignored him

because I was pretty sure baby girl would be making her debut soon.

We got home around 11:00 a.m. and I asked my mom took our two boys since I was

contracting and Chase, my husband, would be working and wouldn’t be able to help out.

My contractions were getting a lot stronger now and I started losing my mucus plug. With

my other two I had never seen my mucus plug, but this whole pregnancy was way different

than the other two. I tried sleeping through the contractions because that was the only

way they would stop the previous two weeks, but now they were waking me up. Since I

couldn’t sleep, I asked my husband to play the card game Rummy with me. We played

Rummy between contractions, even while I was in the tub. Around 7:00 p.m. the

contractions got more intense and closer together. We decided it was time to leave for our

pre-birth place, Little America, and call the photographer, Julian Marks and doulas: Rachel,

Alexa, Robynne, and my sister Natalie. We wanted to labor somewhere closer to our

hospital in case anything happened, but not at the hospital so I could not be disturbed.

Little America also has great tubs!

When we arrived at Little America I waited in the car while Chase got the keys to

our room. The contractions were pretty strong now. Once we got up to our room, room

902, Chase filled up the tub for me and I labored there while my birth team arrived. I

labored in the tub for a while, and then I felt like I needed to change positions. I labored

standing, on hands and knees, in the bed on my side, on the birth ball, with rebozo sifting,

basically everywhere and in all positions while my doulas and Chase applied counter-
pressure. This was unlike my other un-medicated delivery where I didn’t want to move at

all. After laboring for 6 hours at Little America I was getting tired and things seemed to be

moving slowly, so we decided to go to the hospital to see what was happening and decide

our game plan from there. I started crying because I felt like a failure. Alexa and Rachel

came down to my face and told me that I was not a failure and that I am still doing it. This

helped me feel better and get me back into my zone.

We arrived at St. Mark’s hospital and walked to Labor & Delivery stopping every so

often to breathe through the contractions. The nurses asked me if I needed a wheelchair,

but we told them I was fine. They took us to room 13. They gave me a band to hold the

monitors in place and told me they would get me a different gown to wear. I told them “I’m

wearing this”, pointing to my Pretty Pusher. Chase handed over my birth plans (Plan A and

Plan B) to our nurse, Chelsea, and I continued laboring. I let her do a cervical check but

told her not to tell me what I was. I found out later that I was 5 cm and 100% effaced.

Rachel went in the hall to talk to Chelsea so that we could decide on a game plan. Rachel

didn’t tell me my dilation but wanted to let me know that I was 100% effaced and said that I

was further along than she had expected.

We talked about breaking my water but I was really afraid to. I had A LOT of fluid

(polyhydramnios) and I was very concerned about cord prolapsed because I had some

dreams during pregnancy about it. I also knew the contractions were going to get more

intense when my water broke and they were already pretty intense. After 3 more hours I

decided to let them break my water because I was getting starting to get exhausted.

Chelsea said the hospitalist would come and break it since Dr. Edmunds wasn’t there yet.

While we were waiting for the hospitalist to come, I had a contraction and during that

contraction I remembered that Chase and I hadn’t put on my special jewel stickers. As

soon as the contraction ended I said, “Chase…”

He said, “Yeah?” with concern in his voice.

“We forgot to vajazzle!” My birth team just started laughing, then asked what I was

talking about. I explained what it was and luckily we had packed the jewels in the birth bag.

Chase hurried and put some on while the nurse was facing the other way. Really, I just

wanted to see what the hospital staff’s reaction would be.

After a while Chelsea came in and said Dr. Edmunds was here so he would break my

water instead of the hospitalist. Dr. Edmunds came in shortly after. He walked in with a

big smile on his face and said, “So you’re 5 cm dilated!” I had just finished a contraction and

looked at him teasingly and said, “You’re not supposed to tell me.” He felt so bad for telling

me, because we had gone over it in our prenatal appointments, and hurried to read my

birth plan so he didn’t forget anything else. They laid me down so they could break my

water. He did a cervical check at the same time and discreetly told Chase what I was (I was

6 cm). I asked Chase if I had made any progress and he told me I had. Surprisingly there

was not a lot of fluid that came out when they broke my water. I got up and wanted to sit

on the ball for a little bit. Once I started swaying on the ball tons of fluid came out and

soaked the floor and my ball.

I still wanted to move a lot, so I labored sitting in bed, standing up, sitting on the

toilet, sitting on the ball, squatting with the squat bar, etc. There was a point when I was

sitting on the bed where I felt like I just couldn’t do it anymore. The contractions were so

intense and it felt like it was taking FOREVER! My doulas and husband told me to change

positions and applied more counter-pressure and provided distraction. I went to the

bathroom and before I sat on the toilet another contraction came. This one felt different

and I started pushing at the end of it. As I was on the toilet, Chelsea said I needed to come

to the bed after I was done so that I didn’t have my baby on the toilet. I went to the bed

and hung over the back of it while on my knees. Chelsea tried to check me but wasn’t able

to in the position I was in, so I rolled over so she could check. She told the room I was 8

cm. She probably forgot that I didn’t want to know. I was so mad that I was only an 8! I

told everyone that I really couldn’t do it anymore and I needed the drugs. I felt like I was

yelling at everyone to just get me the drugs. Everyone was just trying to distract me and

tell me I was going to be done soon. It really didn’t feel like it. Finally, Chelsea said that it

was too late for Fentanyl, that I needed a bag of fluids before getting the epidural, and that

the anesthesiologist wouldn’t be here for about 30 minutes. It was going to be about an

hour before I could have anything and they were certain baby girl would be here by then.

She told me that she would start the fluids if I wanted her to. I told her to start the fluids.

My doulas had me get on my hands and knees hanging over the bed again so they could

provide counter-pressure. A lot of these contractions felt like I needed to push now, so I

did. I’m not sure when Dr. Edmunds came in, but he came in and checked me and I was

finally 10 cm. I just pushed when I needed to and rested in between contractions. My arms

were feeling very tired and shaky so my birth team convinced me to lie down on my left

side and continue pushing that way. I kind of just plopped down, I was so tired. My butt

was basically hanging off the side of the bed, but Dr. Edmunds was fine catching in that

position. I pushed a couple more times before baby girl came out. Dr. Edmunds told me to

reach down and grab her since he knew we wanted to catch her, but I was so tired and I

didn’t feel like I was in a good position to grab her, so I said, “Just pull her out!” A couple of

more pushes and her body was out. Her body felt massive coming out, much bigger than

my first baby. Baby girl was born at 7:28 a.m. on August 6, 2016 via an un-medicated VBAC!

After her body was out a HUGE gush of fluid came out. I literally soaked everyone that was

on that side of the bed. I ruined a couple of people’s shoes because of the flood of amniotic

fluid.

I was concerned about shoulder dystocia because of my first baby getting stuck, so I

asked if she got stuck. Dr. Edmunds said, “I don’t think so, she just had a big body.” He

handed her to me and we snuggled. I had asked for a lotus birth with baby girl because I

wanted my photographer to capture her attached to placenta and because when I had

asked my previous doctor for delayed cord clamping I didn’t get it. I felt like if I asked for

an extreme, maybe they would meet me in the middle. Dr. Edmunds was amazing though

and left her attached to the cord. The nurses were saying that she was cold and they

needed to get her over the warmer, but Dr. Edmunds said, “She’s still attached to the

placenta.” I finally got more than 2 minutes of skin-to-skin with one of my babies! It took

about an hour before the placenta completely detached. Some of the membranes were still

attached inside so Dr. Edmunds cut the membranes a little so they could take baby girl, still

attached to her placenta, over to help her because her blood sugars were low and her

breathing wasn’t awesome.

Since the membranes were still attached, Dr. Edmunds had to do a manual sweep.

He said he would try to be done by the count of 10. Alexa and Robynne were holding my

hands and counting for me while he reached inside and got the clots and membranes out.

He did about 5 of those. Man, those sucked! After the fifth he said, “Okay I think I’m done.”

I asked, “Forever?!” He laughed and said yes. He then examined me for tears. He said I had

a 1st, maybe 2nd degree tear. While he was stitching me up they weighed and measured

baby girl. Dr. Edmunds and I guessed around 9 lbs and my doulas guessed around 9 lbs 2

oz. She weighed 9 lbs 10 oz and was 20 inches long. She was only 4 oz lighter than my c-
section baby and almost a whole pound heavier than my baby that had shoulder dystocia!

The nurses came over and told me that baby girl’s blood sugars were really low and

they needed to take her to the NICU to start a glucose IV through her umbilical cord. This

broke my heart because I had tried so hard to keep my blood sugars down so this wouldn’t

happen again. (This happened with our second baby). Baby girl and Chase left to the NICU.

Dr. Edmunds came back in to give me an update on baby girl. He said her blood sugar was

so low the monitor couldn’t read it, but that she was getting the help she needed.

Every time I moved I felt some blood come out. I didn’t remember this happening

with my other children, so I was kind of concerned. I asked Dr. Edmunds to take a look at

my bleeding to see if it was a normal amount. He said it was a little more than he liked so

he wanted me to have some Pitocin. I was hoping to avoid it unless it was necessary, but

now it was necessary. As soon as they started the Pitocin I felt short of breath and had

REALLY bad cramps. I hate Pitocin!

My birth team stayed for a while after and chatted with me and made sure I was

okay before taking off and getting some well deserved rest. My new nurse, Michelle,

helped me get into a wheelchair so that she could take me into the NICU to see my baby

girl. In the NICU it looked like my gown and the walls were sparkling. I thought it was just

the Percocet kicking in. I told Chase that I felt super high. A couple of seconds later one of

the NICU nurses handed me a cup to throw up in because I wasn’t looking so good. The

next thing I remember is that same nurse asking me if I’m okay. I lifted my head up and

couldn’t see well, my ears couldn’t hear well and were ringing. I asked what was

happening. I had just fainted for the first time in my life. They wheeled me back to Labor &

Delivery and did some blood work to see what was going on. My bleeding wasn’t bad, and

the blood work came back normal, so they gave me a bag of fluids through my IV to see if

that would help. Since my birth team had left, Chase called my mom to come keep an eye

on me in case I fainted again so that Chase could go be with baby girl.

Baby girl had to be weaned off the glucose IV slowly so her blood sugars wouldn’t

drop. She was finally about to be weaned off after almost a week when her oxygen levels

started dropping. We ended up staying in the NICU for 9 days. We didn’t leave the entire

time and only left her side to eat, sleep, or use the bathroom. It was a LONG 9 days. On

day 8, she failed her car seat test twice. They did her car seat test again on day 9 and she

barely passed. They finally let us go home with a pulse oximeter to measure her oxygen

levels and some rescue oxygen if her levels got too low.

I am so glad that most of our plans actually got to be a

reality. It would not have happened without all of our hard work,

preparation, Hypnobirthing classes, and help from my amazing

birth team: My husband, Dr. Sean Edmunds, Angie Rosier, Rachel

Britton, Robynne Carter, Alexa Nielson, Natalie Rohde and our

amazing birth photographer to capture it all: Julian Marks. Even

though they were not the star of this show, this show would not have happened the way it did without them.

Birth Video

Rachael MaWhiney’s Birth story…..

First up is a birth I hold special to my heart. This momma was amazing. Her birth was beautiful and her words make you really feel like you were there. I am so happy I got to be her doula. She will be a life long friend.  

A month ago our sweet baby was born. Being a mother is the best and hardest thing I have ever done. I started writing this so many times and Rey will wake up or I will fall asleep. Haha. But I am so happy to share this. It very long, but I didn’t want to leave anything out! ?

When I found out I was pregnant. I knew I wanted to have an unmedicated birth, for a lot of reasons. I tried to stay open minded about the whole process. My husband and I took a birthing class together. Lauralyn Curtis class, Curtis Method. She is truly an amazing teacher and person. No matter what kind of birth you are wanting or planning her class is worth EVERY PENNY!

Anyway, here is what I remember about Rey’s birthday:

On Friday September 9th I was 41 weeks pregnant, because I was past my “due date” my doctor wanted to do a non stress test. I took the day off of work. I slept in. Cleaned the house. Then went and ate lunch with my mom. My mom came to the Non stress test at the hospital. They checked fluid level, which was good. Then they started the non stress test and baby was not reacting like they wanted her to. They told me the best option would to be induced. I was texting my doula and was so thankful that she responded back so quickly and was keeping me calm about the whole process. David (my husband) was at work. I tried texting him, no answer, so then I just started calling him again and again. I was emotional and overwhelmed to say the least. My mom was there and I was so grateful for that. I finally got ahold of my husband, David. I was relieved just hearing his voice. I updated him and told him they were inducing me and he needed to hurry home from work. He was in Lehi and headed home right then. I ran home and got my stuff. David and my dad gave me a priesthood blessing and I felt a lot calmer about things. I just could not believe it was all happening.

We got to labor and delivery around 4:30PM. They had me do a bunch of paperwork. We hung out and waited. Then we got brought back to a room and I changed into my birthing gown. I was 3 cm dilated and 60% effaced. So thankful I had a good starting dilation.

My doctor (Dr. Julie Grover) came in, she is amazing!! I was relieved to see her. She talked to me about a few things and then told me she thought Pitocin was the best option to get things started. They started Pit around 6:30PM. David and I turned on the TV. I got bored of that quickly. We started playing card games. The time was flying by. I was not feeling any discomfort and every now and again would feel some slight tightening.

My doctor came back in and checked on me. She then decided to break my water and turn up Pitocin to really get things going. I did not want my water broken. My doctor was so sweet and explained all my options. I had a lot of reassurance. David and I went ahead and had her break my water and up the Pitocin. Having my water broken was a CRAZY feeling. People are not kidding when they say it just comes and comes. You think it has all come out and then BAM, more fluid everywhere. Then I was start laughing and more would come out and then I would laugh harder and more would come out. Anyway you get the point. Haha! That was super entertaining.

We were playing Uno. My waves were getting more intense. They seemed really close together. I sat down on my birthing ball. I tried to rock on my ball and hated it. (I was really surprised because all my meditation during my pregnancy had been done on my ball.) David sisters were bringing him food. I didn’t realize my waves were going to get this intense this fast. So right when I was done with a wave I told him to RUN and get his food. He left quickly. Another waves came way fast. I leaned forward to hold on to the table and knocked all the Uno cards onto the floor. I remembering feeling like I was being very dramatic and wanted to clean up all the Uno cards before he came back with his food. I tried and was feeling very uncomfortable leaning forward. David came back and I wanted off my birthing ball. He helped me back to the bed.

I just wanted to lie down. I moved the bed up so I was sort of in more of an upright position. I put in my headphones to listen to some scripts from a Hypnobirthing class that I took. I got wireless headphone to use during labor. I maybe had them in for a total of one minute. Then I ripped them out and told my husband that I hated them. They were irritating the back of my neck. I am not even sure what else, but I just knew I did not like them. I also realized I did not like being in a upright position on the bed. My husband helped me to the edge of the bed.

The edge was much better. But I still was not getting any breaks between waves. I called my nurse in and ask for my Pitocin to be turned down. She agreed it could be turned down a little. My waves still felt strong and too close together. I sat on the side of the bed leaning over David. I remember at this point telling David our Doula, Meagan Heaton, needed to get here and she needed to get here NOW.

I remember being very vocal and trying to move my hips. I was leaning over David and saying Relax, Relax out loud. I was getting really sleepy, but when I leaned back or laid down the discomfort was too intense.

Meagan got there and I was SO thankful. My waves were still back-to-back, I really felt like I was not getting any breaks. Meagan helped me lay on my side with peanut ball in between my legs. That was HEAVEN. I was so happy to be lying down (which surprised me a lot). She got some essential oils and would run the bottle under my nose. I think it might have been lemon or orange. I don’t remember what but it helped me feel a lot more energetic. I was lying on my side and getting more rest and I still felt like my waves were on top of each other. David and Meagan agreed and they asked the nurse to come in. I asked her to turn down my Pitocin again. She agreed and turned down a little more.

I did much better with it turned down. I remember going with the rhythm of the waves. My doula kept telling me to imagine my cervix opening like butter (which helped me so much). My husband kept reminding me what a good job I was doing. It was beautiful. It helped so much to have people talking to me, encouraging me.

Occasionally, more often then I would have liked, a nurse would come in and fixed them monitors. Ugh, I was way annoyed by them. Honestly when they told me I had to get Pitocin I was not worried so much about the drug, as much as I was worried about not being able to move around. Anyway since I kept changing positions I was knocking the monitors off. They kept needing to fix them. The nurse suggested they do an internal monitor to watch baby’s heart beat. I just wanted them to leave, so I remember telling them to go for it. I had to lean back to get it. Super uncomfortable, but luckily it was pretty quick.

At one point I felt like I had to push. A wave of excitement came; I knew I was almost going to meet my sweet baby girl. A nurse came in and checked my cervix it was only to 8cm. My heart sunk for a second. Then my doula said, “ Wow! 100% effaced and +2 almost +3 station. She is SO low. You are SO close”. I felt relieved and tried to get back in the zone and focus on my body, not my dilation. Meagan had me take deep breaths and do “horse lips”. It was hard. I kept grunting loudly, haha. I seriously could not help it. I had a severe urge to push. I was sitting on the edge of the bed again at this point. My husband sat in front of me. I leaned over him. Although the waves were intense and it was hard for me not to push, it was beautiful. I felt so close to my baby, so close to my husband and so much peace. I went with my body. Rocking, moaning and relaxing as much as I could.

Before I knew it my doctor came in. She checked me and I was fully dilated and effaced. YES!!!!!! She told me to follow my body and push when I felt ready. AHHH!!! Yes, I was thrilled to “let it all out”. I seriously could not believe I was fully dilated. I remember feeling relieved. With the next wave, I pushed. It was so nice to go with my body. After breathing and pushing for a while I was starting to feel the baby move down even more. I remember talking to her. Telling her out loud that I would miss her inside, but it was safe and time to come out. And how excited I was to meet her. David was sitting behind me. After each wave I was able to lean back on him. Once again felt so close to baby and to David. It was a beautiful moment, to say the least!

While I was pushing Meagan suggested that we turn on some Hypnobirthing scripts. I was SO happy she suggested that. Everyone the room could hear them, which when prepping for labor I thought would be weird. But I ended up loving it. It helped me stay focus, calm and seriously so relaxed.

During this point I hated the smell of everything! I felt so sticky, wet and could smell an awful smell. I remember trying to stay focused but I could not because it smelt SO bad. (Hey, just being honest) I said something about it. My doula was awesome to encourage me that theses were normal smells for delivery. She kept saying that they affect no one else in the room. She was probably lying, Haha, but helped me at the time. I was still bugged so David got some essential oils for me to smell. That was awesome to have.

After a while of pushing on the edge of the bed I was feeling a lot of discomfort in my mid/low back. I was grateful for the counter pressure and heat packs! Props to my husband and doula!! Meagan suggested lying on my left side and trying to push. I did not want to move, but I did want to be in another position. Eventually I moved onto my left side again. David was up by my head. It was amazing to have him right there cheering me on.

I could tell she was so close! I was starting to get exhausted. Baby did not like the position I was in; her heart rate was going down. So the nurse moved me to my back. I remember thinking NOOOO not my back. I wanted to be in a different position but I did not want to actually move. Haha. So I stayed there. I was seriously felt like I could not move my body anymore. In that moment I thought trying a new position would throw me and the babies groove off. So I stayed there. I remember thinking, Am I making in progress? How long will I push for? Then my doctor was talking about how much hair she could see. I remember everyone cheering me on even more and me feeling a boast of strength and power. Our sweet baby was almost here. I pushed and pushed. I could feel her moving out then coming back in a little bit. I was getting discouraged again. I remember asking my doula. Am I doing this right? I was trying to breath her out, but felt like I had pushed for a while. Even though this part was tough and exhausting the energy and anticipation in the room was amazing.

I could feel a lot of pressure and stretching. I tried to breath and work with my body. I knew she was almost here. I remember seeing her head come out. I reached down hoping to grab her and pull her to my chest. (I was thrilled to see her) But the rest of her body had to come out. Haha. The doctor told me to hold on. The rest of her body came out easily and smoothly.

Our sweet Rey Elizabeth MaWhinney was born at 4:45AM on September 10th. I grabbed her and put her right on my chest. Her cry was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard. It was amazing to hold her in my arms, feel her warmth, and look at her beautiful eyes and touch her chubby cheeks. 8lbs 9oz of heaven!

Then I looked over at my husband and it was the most beautiful feeling. The way he was looking at us. Ahhh. I am crying just thinking about it. I never ever want to forget that moment. It was so spiritual, so peaceful, and so beyond perfect!!!!

My AMAZING sister in law came and filmed at my birth. I am so very thankful she was able to capture such an amazing moment. Hayley Wynnthank you!!!!

AND When you watch the video: I kept saying, “she did such a good job”. What I meant is WE did such a good job. We were an amazing team. Birth was empowering and beyond amazing. I am so thankful for this amazing body God has given me. I am so thankful for Rey for her amazing healthy body. What an honor it is to be her mother!

Thanks for letting me share!